My world turn upside down...

It been so long since I last wrote on my blog.... And now that I am back since 2010... My world really turn upside down ... I hate this year 2013 ... I lost my husband in a car accident in March 2013... It was so sudden ... For so many years I have been holding on to this marriage because of love... And now I lost him forever... All our dreams and goal will forever not come true... What else can I look forward to ? What am I going to do next... Today mark his 2 mth death anni and I still miss him a lot...