13Jan09.

12 more days to CNY ...
Time passes so fast.. and so scary..
Got so much nonsense to follow up...
Change new notes , Reunion dinner's food etc etc..
Sometimes really hope that there are more than 24 hours in a day..
wanted to post in chinese..but unable to do that with my home computor..
As for home matters, things still never change to the better...
infact it gets worse.. and i am not able to save anyone or anything..
coz i am broke...
If really money can solve a problem , then it's not a problem anymore...
Those guys out there always thinks $ can solve their problem but
to me it can only solve it at the moment and will come back again..
so it's they themselve got to wake up their bloody idea...
bad habits die hard and never learn the lessons...
how many more chance will a person be given.....?????

Looking forward ...

so fast ...12 days has passed for my stay at home day...
beside doing homework , taking care of kids..be a high class maid in my sis place
doing facial , slimming etc...nothing else.
I think working life suits me more...
at least i got things to do and to use my brain.
I am actually looking forward to work in feb...but i will have less time wz boy.
coz it's consider a big project..in fact we will be there to set up the new dept..
consider pioneer... it's really going to be a very busy year
therefore we need a long break now..ha ha

Yesterday we finally had our family time...we bring boy for jogging and then swimming.. he really behave like me ..
not sure nowadays is it i am short temp...or is it boy really getting more and more naughty...but of coz at times he is real sweet...like yesterday , he says he wans to see how i cook...i ask him why so kpo..he say so that next time when he grow up , he knows how to cook for me...very very sweet rite...
He just melt my heart...

"Panda"

I looks like a panda today...
Last nite he came back at around 3am...
I dont even remember when is the last time i waited for his door...
Well...anyway i throw big temper since 6pm...
coz it's suppose to be a sat family day , end up without and warning and reason,
he had an appointment wz friends...
of coz he came back quite drunk...
my blood really boil.
am not sure what is he up to...
but knows that he is very stress up with $$$ problem...
anyway he wasted all my time by staying at home ...

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Bought new years clothes...

Yesterday i got a fruitful day... bought 2 new year clothes and 2 working clothes..
look like a PA lor...and very executive look...
I bought my clothes at suntec...the usual shop verge..
one year once i go there...
At 1st i tot one month staying at home is a bit too long...
but time pass so fast ...i think i got not enough time to use.
Today will also be a busy day for me...

08Jan09...

1st time really stay at home to lazy around after i resign...
a bit bore...
and my silly nokia handphone giving me problem...
so i got no choice but to buy another one...
My new fav LG phone...surprise..it's quite user friendly
and best of all , touch phone...
like very stylo lor...KC910...

Tot can spend some "dating" time with my hubby today..
like shop for new year clothes..and have western dinner together etc...
end up not able to ...a bit disappointed lor...
i told him i wan to go suntec to shop for clothes...
end up he ask his mum along...
what can i say ?
since he not sensitive enough to know that i wan to spend time alone with him...
shit man ...if i know it's going to be like this...i should have go for my facial instead...
and tomorrow i wont be so stupid to stay at home to wait for him to bring me out...
i go out by myself...
dont he knows that i am only feel this month and from feb onwards 6 month
down the road got no leave ok...
anyway forget it...
he just dont understand me well enough..that is the only thing i can say.

I am back...from course...ha ha

Sooooooooooooooo long never write on my blog...
cause i am so busy with house cleaning for 4 solid days...
but the result... i am very pleased ..the house is so clean and me and boy
even put up the new year deco...
During these few days of my alone with boy...
we really enjoy it so much...
and i actually can't believe it that i am able to take care of the hsc and boy..
i can even cook dinner ...but due to i am very sensitive to dirt so now i even got rashes on my face...
it just makes me think that life without him is not so scary after all...
it actually just a matter of getting used to it...
3 cheers for myself...

And another reason is i am on a 3 days course in shenton way...
OMG that is the place that i dont like to be in...
every morning every one rush like mad...
and the worse thing is lunch time...very scarey...
and guess wat , tissue paper everywhere...
coz ppl used it to block seats during lunch...
i was telling my friend...next time we block seats with a pad , ha ha...

Now finally the course is over...
i think i should be able to get quite good results...

tonite when i reach home , my boy is in tears...
he say teacher told him that when children fall asleep,
a big black thing will comes in to eat them up...
his tears drop...poor thing rite...
as for him...although he didn't mention but i know he is not in a very good mood.
reasons more or less it's abt the same thing...
not sure what to do or what to say..
guess i just have to do my part...
take good care of my boy...
and look forward to my new job in feb...

yah today i meet up with my ex coll...happy to see them..
and there is one friend that i really feel very happy for him...
coz he has found his true love and someone who will treasure him more than the ex.
and i must say this girl is fortune to find him too...
i hope they will treasure each other and the road ahead will not be easy..
but i know they will pull through...

First day !!! 010109

Soooooo busy one the 1st day of 2009...
Busy with house work....
Bcoz MIL and hubby all not in town ...
left with me and boy...
Glad that the whole house belongs to me for at least few days...
I just enjoy this feeling...but not too long ..few days ok liao..
i don wan to be too long " huang lian po "
haha
lucky now no work...or else tired like shit lor...
Now going to put the naughty boy to bed...