31Jan09...

Going back to working life soon...
Really looking forward to it...
Don really like the non working life...
Seem very waste of time...
everyday stick to him like no body business..like glue...
i prefer to live my own life but somehow still always follow him around.
Went to do my nails yesterday .. get myself ready for my PA job on monday ...
and today went to chong house visiting , quite fun ...at least can chat with them,
and my boy also enjoy so much ...sometimes feel life is better off without a man
for you to worry ...
seeing my friends fell down in their marriage and now quite happy with their new life...i am also very happy for them...life got to move on...
Now i am looking forward to my cousins gathering tomorrow.
And for this new year 2009 , i want to work hard to save up $ for my boy
and also to save to bring my boy for a holiday in aust in 2009 , just the 2 of us ...
boy no. 1 , career no. 2 ...

Chinese new year is over !

A short celebration of 2 days chinese new year...
today most people and children either goes to work or school...
a bit too fast... even my boy also complain .. today got to force him to go to school.
He ask me to bring him back early...

This year a bit differ , first day of new year , we went visiting at my hubby's side.
Went to his uncle place for lunch , boy was happy to play with the hamster.
and in the evening , we went to JB for BBQ at the leisure farm , i am glad that
i insist to bring boy along , coz it is am eye opening for s'pore kids...
We went to put fire works...which hubby's friends spend $2k to buy it...
It was beautiful and scary coz the sound is so loud...
Everyone enjoy , it's only around 11pm + , hubby wants to go to a pub with his friends and wants me and boy to go back sin with his another friend...
which i think he is too much and therefore throw big temper at him...
and finally he come back with us...

Second day of new year , went over to my mum's side...
as usual , visiting from one place to another ...
I just feel that the timing to catch up with each other is too short...
It would really be better if we will to go only to one place and everyone
can catch up there and then...
and boy found his play mate...
he love playing with the 2 gege...

New year eve...

Funny right today is the eve of chinese new year and
yet i still got the time to post ...
well most of the things are done,
only let with some praying , reunion dinner , cooking etc...
I must say i am lucky to have my mother in law and of coz she is lucky to have me too...
but her mind set is in those old times...guys cannot do this cannot do that..
then end up do all by herself lor..so poor thing right.
Well as a full time house wife maybe she is used to it ..
but sorry lor i am not a full time housewife ...
I am not very bad lar...at least most of the house work i help and pay most of the marketing ...
oh ya , last friday i went coffee with one of my male friend and my boy.
Well , we had a good time..talking and shopping ...
and funny coz i hold my boy hand and he hold the other side of my boy's hand
and even carry him and bring him to toilet etc...maybe he love kids...
Actually i am not really looking forward to tonight dinner ...
maybe the people that are coming are very sian one lor...
dont have that kind of family feeling with them...
maybe end up during the dinner will sian us some more...
and tomorrow is visiting day...early morning i will go over to my mum hsc..
and will start visiting together with them...
looking forward to see all my cousin...
And for this year , i hoping my new job will be successful and looking forward to go back to the job force again....
another wish is hope my boy will gain weight and grow healthy and my mum too...

23Jan09.

Yesterday i took a bus from my house to my new company...
Just to make sure i know where to alight when i start work...
and of coz he is the one who bring me there and tell me where to alight etc..
coz i dont have sense of direction.
During these few week , i see him almost everyday , and sigh with him everyday..
after knowing where the actual bus stop is , we walk over to Kua Ying Temple to
pray and i got a lot No.95 ...
Few more days it will be chinese new year ...
I wish everyone happiness and healthy.

20Jan09...

Somehow feel that i have wasted my one month...
Wanted to go for holiday but timing not rite and also near to CNY...
and of coz also don have this extra $ to go...
CNY is near and at least i have almost got most of the new year goodies
which is sponsored by my dear sis...
she doesn't know about my problem but she feel that i one month no income
so she instead to pay all for me...very sweet of her ..but she really shouldn't.
and also i got all the new notes ready for ang bao...
sometimes i am quite proud of myself...
i wonder how i go through all these....
Next life i 100% can be a guy , ha ha but i still prefer to be a gal ..
and hope to be loved by my hubby and not so poor life anymore...
I actually prefer to use chinese wordings for my blog...
somehow i feel that i can't express myself very well in english ...
and the meaning that i wan to bring out is not the same..
Yesterday i was thinking maybe it will be somehow better if we both will to let go ..
Maybe it's not so scarey after all...and if it benefits both , why not ?
Whatever he wans to do , he also no need to think about what will happen to my family if i what what what...
and at the same time i also no need to worry abt him...
said easy rite !!!

Gathering...

Had a gathering last evening , had our 1st yu sheng..
It was fun fun fun...
just enjoy talking and listening to cheong...full of nonsense but a joker..
and i made a new friend J ... Surprise that we can click ..
maybe it's because we are almost the same but she already get out of the boat..
and she is much stronger then me...
actually i know what they mean and i understand ... but it's just not easy to take the 1st step... maybe sooner or later ...
ha ha always the same excuse right ...
I must say i am a person that will think for other 1st ,
this is just not the right time to do anything ...

Last night my boy called me and cry because he can't find his fav pillow.
he is like this ...very attach to this pillow...

Grounded at home...

Due to the cough of my son...i got no choice but to be at home.
So many plans are gone...
No choice...
It's really not my type to be a house wife..ha ha.
I may not be a good house wife but i am a good mother...