20Jan09...

Somehow feel that i have wasted my one month...
Wanted to go for holiday but timing not rite and also near to CNY...
and of coz also don have this extra $ to go...
CNY is near and at least i have almost got most of the new year goodies
which is sponsored by my dear sis...
she doesn't know about my problem but she feel that i one month no income
so she instead to pay all for me...very sweet of her ..but she really shouldn't.
and also i got all the new notes ready for ang bao...
sometimes i am quite proud of myself...
i wonder how i go through all these....
Next life i 100% can be a guy , ha ha but i still prefer to be a gal ..
and hope to be loved by my hubby and not so poor life anymore...
I actually prefer to use chinese wordings for my blog...
somehow i feel that i can't express myself very well in english ...
and the meaning that i wan to bring out is not the same..
Yesterday i was thinking maybe it will be somehow better if we both will to let go ..
Maybe it's not so scarey after all...and if it benefits both , why not ?
Whatever he wans to do , he also no need to think about what will happen to my family if i what what what...
and at the same time i also no need to worry abt him...
said easy rite !!!