accept me for what i am...???

to me , i think it's kind of selfish to say that ...
esp when in a marriage ...
how can one person accept everything and the other party not changing to
any better to help to save the marriage...
instead just throw you this sentence ..." accept me for what i am"
then my answer is sorry i can't and i dont know how long more can i stand..
i just have to wait till the day when i totally give up and lose heart.
a person who would not even consider to change his habits like late night , drinking,
gamble etc for the family...is he worth after all ?
yes no one is prefect and not even me...but at least i am willing to change my temper
etc for my family . in fact through out all these years...i have change alot...
lately my mum even tell me very seriousely that if one day i choose to end my marriage she will give me all her support...
i am not sure why she say that , but i think "outsider" can tell lor...
how much effort in put in etc...
nothing serious actually happen ...it is just that this person is not willing to do alot of things for the family ...he just think too much for himself...
seeing him taking all the hardship , i too feel the heart pain but instead he mention
that i am a bad wife who always wish that he won't get rich...
come on , in this world who dont want money , who dont wan to get rich and stay comfortable , got maid and $ to give birth to more kids etc...
but i still believe in stable income , at least dont have heart attack for the family.
anyway it's just that he is still unable to have a mature thinking and chinese saying ...never see coffin , tear wouldn't drop but for him i can only say...
he is a person who see coffin also dont tears.
enough about him...
my boy is good and obey...his mouth is very very sweet...
and one thing i am so happy about...i am going to watch a drama at the drama centre theatre on the 28apr nite " if there's seasons...."
i love to watch chinese drama but always no ka kee to go together...
thanks m for accompany me ....
another thing is last week , a woman give up her seat to me in the MRT...
i nearly faint...so i decided to do something about it...
watch what i see and drink etc...
if i can cut down on my weight ...then i will post in about my diet plan.