Wednesday, 19 November 2008

19Nov08 / Cloudy

Feeling a little down today , maybe i did not have a good sleep last nite...
Nothing in mind but just feeling cloudy , like the weather...
Today is mum birthday , wanted to give her a surprise by poping by this noon ,
who knows , she surprise me by not being at home ..ha ha ,
end up i only see my sister and the 2 little ones...
The 2 gals have grow up a lot and now they are very fun and naughty too.

Back in ofc , so sleepy , business really affected i guess...not much of a phone call...

These few days i am quite hot temper esp towards my boy ,
tends to be a little more strict towards him...
and nowadays he also know how to answer back lor...
Well i know i am not a good mother , i really at a lost of how to teach kids..
and if u ask me , have all my problem settle?
The answer is no..
Is just that i never really go and think abt it , coz at this very moment , debt is the biggest issue to settle...
About love , about affairs , currently never bring up ...
My dearest cousin seem to have some problem lately ...
ask me meet up with me and have a talk...
Of coz i am most willing to but how am i going to give him advise ,when i myself is so 失败 in life...

Another thing that i am upset about is , i have suddenly put on lots of weight and even my jeans ,
i got problem wearing it...Oh my god !!!

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