08feb09.

Just came back from dinner..
And feeling very sad..coz just had a quarrel with him.
We are just very different...
I wanted a family time but he think other wise..
He went out again..to watch soccer...i can't stop him of coz...
who am i ... to stop him . anyway ...i have make up my mind...
i am not going to everytime keep quiet and wait for him to change...
I guess i have given enough chance...it's either he give out this kind of life or give out me and son...
I guess i had enough..
every day face a empty house like no husband and my boy everyday like no father...
if i dont think for myself i also have to think for my boy...
this is not healthy for my little one...
till now he still dont understand me well enough..
I guess i had enough...