no one really understand

have been feeling very stressful these days...
with boy p1 which needs balloting...
with office matters...
with home matters...
if everything goes " well" , it may be something to be happy or it may be something to sob...
whatever it's going to be , it's going to be tough.
and no one really understand why am i doing it...
maybe there are 2 person that at least understand me ..
one is BK and another is JH...Thank you to both.
I have my reasons...and i dont care if people agree , i just do my part!
Work have been very stressful...and finally my korea program is out ,
but due to some other issue in another department ..it become a killing your own
company at the end of the day...
I can only say ...it's stupid !
brainless...coz at the end of the day , the business is still belongs to the company.
why want to make it so personal...
fight with other company product and not your own , stupid!
and dont try to act like a " hao ren"....