Brain Storm

Was asked by the boss to brain storm of how to bring in more business...
can't think of any .. esp when i never take my breakfast...ha ha
today my friend is so nice ...cook glutinous rice for me to eat..
so sweet right...but too bad , boss needs me to go out with him during lunch
so no choice got to eat it for dinner then...can't wait to eat it..
coz it smell so nice...and people used the heart to cook one ok...
sad to say , i put on weight again...
stress...everytime i stress i will put on weight...
and i actually envy alice...at least she is starting her new life
and knows where she is heading to.
unlike me ...no head no tail...
to lotus..actually i miss your english blog...
i always have a kind of healing power when i read your english blog...
to ying...thanks for your encouragement ...for my case is no longer
encouragement that will keep me going...
i began to realise that one party trying hard to keep the relationship going
is very very difficult and very very not rewarding.
at the end of the day you will keep asking yourself...
is it worth it ?
even if your answer is no...what would you do ?
and really there is no body that i can really relay on at home..
no one at home is really that reponsible even if i entrust something for them to help.
example 1 ... entrust the father to help in bringing boy back from school, end up ask other children grand mother to do it...reason because that grand mother also wants to go and bring her grandson back from school...headache...to me is , i entrust something you guys please help , i am working and not playing outside ok..if i have this chance , i would want to bring him back myself...
example 2 ... letting boy wear a sleeveless shirt to a full bluzz air con class..
and end up the poor little fellow was feeling so cold...and the worse is the silly father can tell me , it is not me that pick the clothes for him...
well that shows that you can't be bother...common sense will tell you to help him bring along a jacket and come on this is not the first time he attend this class.
Ai yo ...dont know what to say lar...
they just can't let me have a peace of mind to do my work...
and is not that i am asking for too much...
this are just normal things...
is just that their heart this is not their main concern...
whatever is it...i too wish i can do all ths by myself...
but i can't go off at 6pm sharp...
and every one got a husband that they can relay on ...
but i dont have...
he cares about himself more then any other people and matters...
god bless him !