Good new and Bad new

The Good news is not only have i get my confirmation...
I am promoted to Asst Manager !
to me this is a very very good news ...so many years in this line,
this is a big reward...
I am very happy that the boss trust me...
They give me the trust and confident that i am able to take this role.
Times are bad ...yes.. but they have never given out hope on me.
After knowing the promote news...not sure why i dont feel like sharing the
good news with him...maybe i know him too well...do you think he will have a
celebration with me ? do you think he will share my joy ?
end up i share this joy with my mother and sister..
and of coz they are very happy for me.
seeing me smiling..what they don know is behind this smile ...
i am actually bleeding inside...
the bad news is , things are really getting out of hand and
maybe there will be a change of my life...
nothing confirm yet but i dont think i have much choices...
and the sad thing is ...my marriage is actually only worth 9k..
ha ha that is the best joke of the day right....
no need to worry about me..
i take it very easy now...
what will come , will come...