a bad day!

today is my dad 13 years death anny... and today i lost my uncle ..
the uncle that i mention about thus morning in my blog ...
he passed away at noon and we are by his death bed.
we cried..although we know that we should not.
because he has suffer long enough..
and back home... worse things happen...
dont really wish to mention about it..
it just trouble...
eyes very very pain now !
everything happen for a reason...
i also dont know what to say now...
i am confuse !