What next ?

Have been missing in action for the last month ...
because i have been very confuse about my life...
my career , my family everything... is in a mess.
Career is not getting anywhere..focus is different..
wish to get out of it asap...
home... even worse , why ? my life is never smooth...
i just want a normal family that every one concern and love each other..
am i asking for too much ? i just want everyone to do their part , am i asking
for too much ? why cant he be just a normal husband ?
i am getting confuse and tired !
everything is not getting anywhere!