saw a lot of brain dead example...
but who can tell me how do it feel for heart dead ?
is it painful ? or will it be something like no feelings ?
i wonder ?!?
i nearly get into a stage that i go crazy ..
nearly ! lucky i suddenly think of my boy and i tell myself i cannot allow
such things to happen to myself...
u know that kind of feeling where u take a train and feel everybody is soooo noisy and u really feel like cannot take the noise...
last night or i should say this morning at 4am... he came back with the whole
body full of the strong perfume smell...
i hate it... whole night i got headache because of the smell , i cant sleep...
someone pls tell me how to let heart die...
i can see it coming to an end ! soon ... very soon !!!
this is a promise to myself.
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Appleteas, when someone sinks, they saw only their own problems and unhappiness blind to the fact that there are people around them that are affected. The bursting feeling in the train is actually suppression that you hv kept in your heart for so long. If not for your son, I believe you hv gone crazy long ago.
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