My sunday was whole day with my little one...I think i am a little crazy..
Coz one moment i can laugh with him but another moment i can scold him upside down..
Yesterday i bring him for shopping then bring him to mos burger
after that swimming and hair cut..
After so much activities..i wan him to do some homework..
but end up he take him own sweet time , one hour to do one page...
I was so angry and nearly cane him...
But i overlook that he may be too tired after so much activities..
The thing that came to my mind is , he is not interested to study...
With this kind of attitude , what will he grow up to be...
This though become so scarey that i scream at him like a mad dog..
After screaming , i realise he may be too tired ...so i cool myself down and talk to him nicely and allow him to do it the next day ...
I really think i am a crazy mother...
I wan him to study and be a better person , coz myself education level is not high..
and in this social u need to at least have a basic education level...
And seeing his father family side ...i am really worry ..coz it's all in the blood..
I think i have to go slow on my little one...
I am lucky to have this son...
He is my everything...
As for the other one , sorry to say but he is a disappointment...
He still don't learn from mistake...
I really not sure why am i still holding on to a person that don change...
Am i under some love spell?
Hee hee , crazy rite...
见到鬼， 还不怕黑。。。
Just don test my patience..
Come to one day when i finally wake up ...nothing can change my mind...
Come to think of it , THE POWER OF LOVE ...is really very scarey...
It can really change a person...
Those that love more will get hurt the most...
And i really hope my cousin will come to know what is more important to him?
And i am a very good example ...can't he see it...
Still want to follow my foot step...
Love really can blind a person..
And who am i to say what is rite or wrong...
I am just a mess !!!
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