Met my cousin for dinner last nite...although i ordered my fav "peking duck pizza"
but somehow it just dont taste as nice as before...cousin say maybe it's due to our lousy mood...maybe he is rite.
During the dinner we chat quite alot , somehow we both are able to talk about everything under the stars..coz he trust that i won't not go around telling people.
To me , i am there to lent him a listening ears , he is no longer a little boy..he is a growth up now... i can only give him a few suggestion and my feeling etc , really , i can't tell him what is right and what is wrong and i also can't tell him walk by path A instead of B... I treasure the relationship that we both have ... i am always the person he will talk to when he is down through out these years.. not even his own brother...He even mention that he remember last time when we are still schooling , he came over my house to stay and at night listen to my problems...hee hee...he still remember..
After the whole conversation , i knew that he is big enough to think...i won't go and nag at him , as long as i am still his soul mate , as long as he needed someone to talk to , i am always there ! He is a smart young man ...
My thoughts is " Every house hold got their own problem behind the closed door !"
and a person who loves too much will be the one hurting most...
At home , as usual , my dearest boy waiting for me... he has been a very sweet boy , i must say.. he say he miss papa (who is in malaysia)...
As for myself , these few days have been so angry with my sore eyes...till now dare not wear lens...and with my perm hair , wearing glasses i really look very auntie lor...and nowadays cannot stand my perm hair also ...too troublesome and messy...although i look more mature and looks like a independent woman...
Feel like going for reborn again ...hee hee ...just like in my marriage...
I feel my marriage is like my reborning ...i get sick and tired of it ...so i decided to change ...to perm my hair but end up i still think reborn is still the best and suit me more...crazy thinking right....
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