My Weekend !

Yesterday was busy...as usual...bring boy for swimming..noon for math class..
During his math class..i went shop shop...saw a pair of working shoe but this month dont have these extra $ to buy anything...while waiting for boy...end up i window shopping till 1 hour..
never buy anything ...sian..
then worse thing is got to pay for boy maths fee...3 months for $450...
worse which meant alot for this broke month...what to do...
After that bring boy to visit my aunty....
She loves me alot since i was a little girl...till now...somehow there is a chemistry in us...
I need not tell her that i am unhappy etc...the moment she saw me, she knew it...
She offer to give me a good massage..hee hee and that is the best thing that i had for these 2 weeks..
She may not know what kind of pressure i am facing in my marrriage...she tot that i am happily married...But she does know that my mum side giving me lots of pressure as well as work...

People always tells me..i am lucky to have a well behave son...
But just last nite my boy talk to me without respect...
Suddenly feel like slapping him...
Not sure is it becoz i never make an effort to come home early to teach him...
Seem like getting a little out of hand...
Sigh...i better do something before it's too late..

Lately been throwing alot of temper on boy...
It is not that i am crazy or i take it out on him
but it's the fact that i am also quite scare that he turn up to be a useless person...
It's just too scarely !