Packing...

Just finish my final packing for my trip ...
Don really seem like looking forward...
Guess am kind of worry for him ...

Last nite when i was at my mum place...suddenly in the mid nite not able to sleep...
Thinking about tell him things are not going to work if he cont like this...
Alot of words come to my mind...
But when i wake up today...i lose all the words...
Worse..when i see him later...I am gone case...
Whatever it is , i have decided later to tell him what i really hope and wish he would do..
Keep my finger cross..
Not sure if i can win ...but better say out then never rite...

Today i give myself 50 marks...