Thank god !

Was so bore in office today...coz cannot log into msn , blog etc...
Help...life can be so bore without all these..
And to make matter worse...no call from him till now.
Not sure why am i still looking forward for his call..
Tot have more or less make up my mind ?
Not sure what to post today...coz feeling very confuse abt my own life..
Only thing that i can think of is , i thank god for giving me a stable job,
wonderful boss and a well behave son.
As for my marriage life...although it seem in a mess but
i do have my happy moments during these 7 years..
To be fair , he did bring me happiness.
Whatever the outcome will be , i do not wan to hate him...
I really did love him till now...
Mayb it's good that he leave me alone during this time...
to be fair to me i guess...
Mayb we really not meant to be husband and wife...
Mayb it's better if we remain just friends...
Coz this is not the marriage life that i wan..
I hate to have diiner alone ..
For my dear son...maybe i should really give it a real good thought...
Maybe , Maybe , Maybe.....
Maybe he may find someone who is more suitable for him ...
Give myself 50 marks only.