As mention today 22sep08 is our 6 years...
Getting marry is something wonderful !
I will not forget 6 years ago how happy are we..and also our wedding lunch and dinner etc...
I know i am happily married !
I am a very simple person...i don't ask for the sky..I longer for a man who really care and love me...
I don't ask for lots of $ ,
I don't ask for condo ,
I don't ask for maids...
Today , 6 years later...he forgot that it's a special day !
I really know this time round i am wrong... I shouldn't have hit him...
I should not throw temper last nite...
But did he ever ask ...WHY ?
Why did my wife throw such big temper ?
(while writing this posting , tears drop...i can't seem to stop the tears)
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He don't remember one time never mind la. Maybe after his crisis, he will celebrate with you every year.
My brother-in-law never ever remember his wedding anniversary and my sis also don't bother.
Your boy is more important.
Take good care hor!
Appleteas, you still have us to understand you!!! We may not be able to feel exactly but we really understand how hurt you feel...
I was still thinking about why he didn't ask himself WHY I am like this. He never think that is his fault or he is responsible for causing me to be like this and only know how to blame and scold me etc etc...though ours may differ but the type of hurt and pain is of similar, just like alice, and even lotus.
Now I am trying to tell myself that is useless for me to try to keep explain when he didn't want to listen or all in his mind is I am at fault,etc...Unless us, even we think and know he is at fault but we also will reflect on ourselves and admit our faults..you see the differences? but I also haven't ok lar, just share what I am thinking even I may not totally ok or can do what I think and say to you...but we try to think THROUGH and ask ourselves HONESTLY...I think we really don't want to accept the truth inside us and keep having "false" hope or no matter how small the hope is,right? At least for me, I think I am trying to deny in some way...I just don't have the courage and also of our character are too soft...
is really ok to cry and as I say to alice, able to cry is more better than unable to cry...
I don't know if is correct to advise you to say sorry to him (through words or writing) and at least you won't keep using that to blame yourself...but don't have any expectation from him that he should be ok ...and if he did then is "bonus" if not then you won't feel hurt...
jia you! jia you! jia you! jia you! jia you!jia you! jia you! jia you!.....haha me no you liao...going to "jia you" now...
Ying
one more thing, after say sorry to him, try not to think anymore about you hitting him...you may be wrong for hitting but you know is not totally yours...just don't repeat that again...no matter what happen, don't do that(hit) again...is ok this time keke but not ok if you were to hit again lor haha...remember don't keep thinking of that and keep blaming yourself (I know is our character and I always blame myself for things I am not at fault or not totally at fault ...now I try to change because is really very hurting and torturing to ourselves)
Ying
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