Back to work force !

After a day of sleep...finally back to work force today.
Actually better to work.
because i feel lonely at home..esp when i am sick..
alone in a empty house ...
i never like to feel lonely...
actually i think my house is call a house and not a home...
what is the diff between a house and a home...
the diff to me is great...
house is just for people to come back to sleep ,
as for a home , people who lives in there can talk anything under the sun and
people inside there care and concern about each other.
people inside has a responsible to each other and have wonderful dinner together.
the person who currently keep me going is of coz my dearest son...
he has got a sweet mouth...he say mummy i will take care of you with my love.
sweet right.
but i scare he is too soft...his cousin always bully him and just last nite
i heard that she dont allow boy to play with her toys and even push him and bit him.
as a mother , what should i teach my son?
i can't ask him to bit back right ?
i can only say ...that is because she has not learn how to share and good children
will know how to share. and he just knock his head ..then say but mummy jie jie
push and bit me ! i told him never bit anyone , just go to a grown up and tell he
or she what happen and the grown up will settle the rest.
i am not sure am i teaching the right thing but seeing my own son let people
bully , it does hurt.
what can i say ? tell him to hit back or fight ?
that is not my way of doing things.
i told him learn to protect yourself , dont just stand there and let her hit...
run...i think i am the worse mother in the world.
and i can't go and teach my sis in law daughter to behave.
sigh !!!