weekends..

Last weekends was the very first week then there is no more
horse racing channel in my house ...
the reason is because , i cancelled it.
as i guess i had enough..giving chance one after another and to endure
nonsense from the group of people hoping that they would be more considerate
in the sense of dont smoke at my house etc...
whatever...it's over and for my boy ...i have got to take this step to go ahead
to cancel it...i know alot of people is not happy about it..
well i given enough chance , didn't i ?
but i dont see any improvement...so dont blame me for doing that...
it's for my son own good and for my house own good.
My son make egg sandwiches which he learn in school...
of coz to me , it's tasty...
my son enjoy it too.
as for the big one...think it's a cloudy day for him..maybe even lightning...
it not that i am on cloud nine...it actually hurts alot seeing him down and down
but honestly , i am a useless wife , coz i am not able to change him..
see how useless am i ...love can't change him , not even if losing a family
can hold him back ...even if you hammer him , it would be useless...
a person who choose not to wake up , will never ever wake up.
i know sooner or later i will go crazy with this kind of life style..
sooner or later i will get really tired...
what to do next....appleteas is not sure.
but really this is not the way to treat the family ...in fear !