Panda..

Going to be a panda soon ....
every night cough till death...
think if this goes on , i am going to cough out blood liao.

Recently , "market" really quiet .. really today still got a bit of things to do..
or else if this goes on headache.. tell myself be positive..

Yah , a good news , my sis in law is giving birth today ...baby boy...
babies are cute...

As for me , in office having more p and c work to do.
and all along , i do not like to gossip with staff ...so whenever they gossip
and i walk pass ...they all keep quiet ... dont care lar..just do my work
and if the boss trust me , i will just do my part...

One thing to look forward this year , primary one registration in july 29.
Looking forward to that , and i already got a school in mind...
just a normal school but i choose it because of the student care inside the school
which i think will be better for boy... at least , when i work , i know that he
is well taken care of . since i cant depend on the man etc.

Since monday i been feeling very very funny...not sure how to put into words
but i know this is just not me...
looking tough on the outside...and should be soft on the inside but funny is ,
looks like inside also harden...maybe i am just too tired...of everything.

God ....just when will i deserve a better life....