money or family

lets post about work...finally start work in my new unit...
it good to have everything new...
and i am not at all wishy washy at work...but come to family life...
i always dont want to face the fact...
in life is money the most important things ?
money important or family important ?
of coz i know no money cannot ...
bu for me , i choose family more important...
a home have to be a place where you are able to relax and be yourself , a place full of respect and love , care and concern...
my home is not a good place for kids...
at times i just wonder what kind of mum am i ?
selfish i guess... holding on to a home that is loveless...
everyone in the house is too self central..
the worse fear is not a matter of walking toward a wrong path in life..
the worse fear is infact , knowing that you are heading the wrong way ..
but still cont to walk and finally reach a stage that you got no way to turn back.
once you reach a stage that there is no way to turn back , it scary...
what next ? cont the journey ? or stop walking ?
i am not sure !