well...nothing much to say today ...
seem like posting the same thing over and over again.
till even myself is sick of it...
the only thing i would like to say is...
we are not living alone is this world.
everything we do will affect those that are around us.
just like if i am having a very bad day in office and in a lousy mood...
yes i need to have a drink to relax myself but most of the time i am not
able to do so...because i still got a little one waiting at home and
it's my duties to be home after work to attend to him.
so this means we are not alone living in this world..
we can't just say , i wont be home tonight...
we can't just say , i am going out till dont know what time...
things like that...
we can't just leave the country and throw every responsible to the next better player.
where the hell is the sense of responsible ?
where the hell is the duties of parents , kids , etc etc.
like in ofc , if my boss is away for few days...
you think the next people will be able to take over his job ?
i tell you ...no body is able to take over anybody...
and i dont care how the hell is you in person..
so what if you are self central and refuse to change your stupid pattern and
exp the whole world to be able to take your nonsense ...
you must be crazy...sooner or later people will get tired of you...
if you dont turn back your head and think for yourself , no one in this world
can think for you...yes not even your parent who can't even safe themselves.
i am not here to endure and endure....
i am not here to pay back my debt of my prev life...
i am not sure why god send me here but there must be a reason of why ...
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Halo, I guess you must be telling yourself and believe that you are suffering because of your past karma and so you are just repaying your debt right? Now you feel and question about that or rather you don't "eat" this type of believe anymore right?
I am also and now feel why must I keep believe and think that way (repaying and is my past debt). Why must I be the one who keep thinking this way and keep trying to give in, suffer when the others keep doing harm to me. They are just using my weak point and stupid point of my. So, they don't feel is their wrong and think is only right for them to do that to me because I always suffer in silent. Feel I am so wrong and stupid to think that way. Is so easy for ppl who are not suffering and going through what I am to say about repaying and so shouldn't continue,etc, and they expect ppl like us to continue to think is our fault and is only right that we should keep silent,right? Hate that kind of believe and saying! May be true but not when is being used to continue to hurt ppl,right?
Or should we continue to be nice and good person and to allow ppl to hurt us and still be grateful and thankful??? ppl who say that are those who never be hurt so deeply and hurt continuously,right? last time I also say such things and think that way because I don't know that kind of hurt and suffering. Those who only know how to say those words are actually not understanding and feeling our hurt, if not, they will understand why we are feeling and thinking this way.right?
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